Which is Which?!

A radically different world is suggesting itself forcefully, mercilessly, and persistently. I thought it had been what I just yearned for formerly. 

A change of the wokplace does not necessarily engender a change of mind-- my state of mind.
I am worn out and torn between the past and the present: a past I shunned and a present I sought. Now, the shunned past is sought, and the sought present is being shunned.


I am presently living both worlds, and cannot tell which is which!